Wat a boring day in my life....

The morning sun-shoned my still shut eyelids...Annoyed...It was noisy and bustle as shit outside my house...Never thinking,I woke up at 10 am..Early in the morning, I need to wake up.SHIT...!!!It was saturday...wher I could escape frm waking up around 5 am before I dashed to school by my only school bus.....5 am to 12++ pm..Every Monday to Friday and become a routine in my pathetic life....

I left my bed reluctuntly...Not knowing whatelse to do....I turned on my compt, watching some movie...Listened frm the soNgs...it was so boring riGht...??

I recalled something wat my friends said....what @@Ngai Diao@@ Zha Dao...Lin C....
all these is come frm my friends sky-pig ..ran.ran...and two of them like a couple, a team..

and my Geo's teachers one is physical and and another is humankind teacher.....I admit that I do like two of them....they have they own teaching skills in class....no word can say I appreciate from them.....

the terrible things during the class lesson is the Pengajian Am....it is about the genaral knowledge or in other word History....fucK....I hate D subject.....

I am wondering D REunioN day

Irene_Lee, Irish, Mona, Mr.Yee and me...of course they are my science and math teachers...Miss Hong and Miss yap

here are my classmates and teachers....... Not knowing what else to say.....

After spM they will be gone by D winds.....some of them will go to other countries

to pursue their further study..N some of them still staying in the middle of traffic light

whether go straight, turn left or turn right or even step back.....it is ridiculous.....

ALl  of these are happened around me........well here are my classmates..P.d friends...

(Pig dOg friends)...

Cikgu Lo.....

One thing that I couldn't deny myself...She is really a nice teacher
responsible,Loving,kind even she is not really cute but mayb mutual...right..
she made me to change my life....
thank you...Teacher Lo...

@@Cikgu mazlan.....@@

he looks like a little boy....he is really nice...the way how he talked

is really funny.....All of us felt awesome and fantastic when we stayed together

my friends.......
Dickie.....Me..Oickie...Siong Jian..N dai lou...ka sheng...

My love to you is Eternity....

You captured me with a stare

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Your cuter and warm smile was still lingering in my mind

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You lifted me up when I couldn't reach

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You stole my concentration from the Holy heart of mine

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Darkness engulfed as if the presence of you

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but your present estimate the loneliness of me

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I was placed in this planet to meet you

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Remember, My love to you is Eternally

Something that is awesome in my life...

It was a very hot, stifling night and I could not sleep a wink. So I decided to kill my time by loitering in the Internet. It was 1 October 2008, I have met a lot of new chatting friends in the net. They were really thinking what I am thinking for... Today was a special days in my whole life. They seemed quite naughty at all and maybe a little horny...heheh.. to say the least. In the middle of chatting, they tried to hint me something that I won't to be done in my lifestyle... Firstly, I was really great to spend up all my leisure time just for chatting with them as well in Internet.

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We were share about our lifestyle to one another and they are really open minded people....that for sure...^_^ In the middle of conversation, we also turned on our web cam. We have chatted a lot of nonsense things as "Where is the passion in your life" he asked me. In no time at all, I answered "Home, in bed". Then we laughed as in Heaven. Being there friend is awesome because they really kind to me as how the way they talked and chatted with me.

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They even taught me a lot of Foreign English slang such as the rude words. Is great.... They encouraged me to be more open minded but not to narrow my mind. They asked me to do something that is definitely not allowed by the Holy Jesus Christ, but I did....heheh.. Well, we were having fun in the Internet...

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Surely, now I'm more open minded person, easy going and everything that could be awesome to me... They said I have a cute and warm smile, especially my eyes a if....But however, I denied for that at all. "I am not " I denied for their sweet words. All and all, these excellent incident will never put out my mind as thought they seemed nice.

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Last but not least, all I can say is being their friend is great...heheh..^_<>

On the First day of Raya

On the first day of Raya, I went to my colleague house and having the delicious food which was prepared by them as well. My colleague are nice clean wholesome men. We are working together every weekend and even the Public holidays. Being their friend is awesome as they are really kind to me. Nicely, yes.... They shared their precious incident and experienced to me as how their lifestyle are...
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Is quite funny... For me, nothing special about me... I am a straight forward guy who told everything to my friends that happened around me, excluding the little secret. We went to "Ice Box" together, which is the chaotic place by the nice bus. It was around Five houses that we have thronged to. They served us with the delicious food such as the "Bugis cooking" and so on... They prepared us with the different kinds of cooked food such as the "curry ayam" ,bull meat pepper sticks and some more food.

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One thing that I realized in my mind show that no matter they are live in the poor or rich, they will never be ashamed or prance for how their house looked like. I went to their house fearfully because their place is chaotic and I am the one who is Chinese amongst them. But it was great and excellent in my 17-year life, that I could play and loitering with them around 4 hours ago... We talked and played, having fun together...They are my colleague and also my best friends maybe my mutual friends to say the least....

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One more things that I felt ridiculous and funny was the girls wore the High Hill shoes. When they walked along the small bridge, which is links to the houses. Actually it is the wooden bridge and got many little poles on the bridge. However, heheh.... they had shoved they feet of shoes inside the holes and screaming for helped as if I could help them for taking out their shoe. In my little paradise.....it was great....

Here are my colleague......

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I am in Heaven (when you kiss me)

You capture me with a stare
I'll follow you anywhere
You lead me into temptation.
I guess you need to enjoy
I'm like a kid with a toy
I'm losing my concentration.
One kiss from you, I'm on fire
Your touch is all I desire
One look and you take me higher
You know I couldn't resist
Yeah I miss...every time I'm with you
Every time that we kiss!

Give me a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A kiss to build a dream on
Give me a kiss before you leave me
And my imagination will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on

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These changed much meaningful in my whole life

For my friends N my chatting friends who are supported

me when I had faced a lot of problems...

greets....^_<

It was a day, a sorrowful day and it turned out my 17-year life to be a.....

The morning sun shone persistently on my still-shut eyelids. Annoyed, I rolled on the left side of my mattress. Wondering about the time, I stretched out my arm to grasp the little round alarm clock on my bedside table. As usual, I leap out from my bed and ran to the bathroom to wash and change. After I put my uniform on right shoes and all, I ate my breakfast before going to school. Waving my mother goodbye, I walked to the school.

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Today would be a brighter day, a gorgeous sunny day. In no time at all, I reached the school gate which was just about to be closed. Without bothering to explain to the priggish duo on guard duty, I dashed to the hall. As I burst into the hall, I braked to change direction and made a beeline for the back of my class. Screeching to a halt, I took my place behind my classmate.
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“Ring…” the bell rang incessantly and it signified that everyone should go back to their class, It was after recess time. Wasting no time at all, all my classmates dashed to their seats. Abruptly, what came into my sight was my uncle Mr. Dillion gesticulating wildly towards me. To my astonishment, I walked to his way and pondering about the presence of him. Before I was going to open up my mouth and asked him, “Hornylance, your mum is in the hospital because of an accident.” What I heard really took me by storm, reality slapped me squarely in the face and the tears started stinging in my eyes at that particular jiffy..
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“What!” I screeched towards my uncle. My classmates were equally shocked and the entire classroom was deadly silent, one could hear a pin drop. In no time at all, I dashed to my uncle's car and thronged to the hospital. Halfway to the hospital, I kept asking my uncle " How could this happen?" " I did not know what is actually going on, I am in the dark just like you. But I was told by my friend said that she was involving in an accident" My uncle answered me.
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My heart was pounding fearfully in my chest en route to the hospital. After we stayed at the information counter within seconds, I dashed to the "A 11" room. When I finally reached to the A11 rom which is the patient's room. I swung open the door. I saw my mum lying on her dying bed. Putting the best foot forward, she mustered up every drop of strength left in her frame and murmured her very last words. Seeing the pathetic scene, tears started oozing from my eye, I ran towards my mum and sat beside her. I hugged my lovely mum tightly and whispered towards her.
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"Hornylance, mum will be gone away soon, you have to take care of yourself" mother whispered to me. He asked my uncle M.r Dillion if he could take care about me. "Mum, don't mention it, everything will be fined, you will be getting alright. Please! Mum please!" My mum did not cry even a tickle of tear in her eyes. at the same time, I realized that my mama actually did not want to show her feeling towards me as she didn't want me feel hurt.. I love you mum, I promise that I will never hurt you more, I will take care of myself.
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After a minutes or so whispering with my mum. Suddenly, my mum closed up her eyelids and a tricke of tears rolled down to her cheek restlessly. I shouted and cried bitterly. "Mum please don't leave me behind, please for heaven sake, please.... I hugged my mum tightly, not knowing what else to do.
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The feeling of sheer horror swept thrught my entire frame. My mouth was stuck open and hanging half open in an "O" shaped. With my jaw dropped, darkness mercifully started to engulf me. Once again, I awoke with lights playing on my eyelids, one look at my uncle peering down at me. I continued crying and hugged my uncle strongly.

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This is an incident that turned me out to be a sorrowful incident in my 17-year life. Since that tragic moment, I could not carry out my routine as usual days. I aslo started debating with myself as to whether I should "go" with my lovely mama. So this was an incident that I would like to forget it....

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