Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I am in Heaven (when you kiss me)


You capture me with a stare
I'll follow you anywhere
You lead me into temptation.
I guess you need to enjoy
I'm like a kid with a toy
I'm losing my concentration.
One kiss from you, I'm on fire
Your touch is all I desire
One look and you take me higher
You know I couldn't resist
Yeah I miss...every time I'm with you
Every time that we kiss!

Give me a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A kiss to build a dream on
Give me a kiss before you leave me
And my imagination will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on
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These changed much meaningful in my whole life
For my friends N my chatting friends who are supported
me when I had faced a lot of problems...
greets....^_<

Saturday, September 13, 2008

It was a day, a sorrowful day and it turned out my 17-year life to be a.....

The morning sun shone persistently on my still-shut eyelids. Annoyed, I rolled on the left side of my mattress. Wondering about the time, I stretched out my arm to grasp the little round alarm clock on my bedside table. As usual, I leap out from my bed and ran to the bathroom to wash and change. After I put my uniform on right shoes and all, I ate my breakfast before going to school. Waving my mother goodbye, I walked to the school.
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Today would be a brighter day, a gorgeous sunny day. In no time at all, I reached the school gate which was just about to be closed. Without bothering to explain to the priggish duo on guard duty, I dashed to the hall. As I burst into the hall, I braked to change direction and made a beeline for the back of my class. Screeching to a halt, I took my place behind my classmate.
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“Ring…” the bell rang incessantly and it signified that everyone should go back to their class, It was after recess time. Wasting no time at all, all my classmates dashed to their seats. Abruptly, what came into my sight was my uncle Mr. Dillion gesticulating wildly towards me. To my astonishment, I walked to his way and pondering about the presence of him. Before I was going to open up my mouth and asked him, “Hornylance, your mum is in the hospital because of an accident.” What I heard really took me by storm, reality slapped me squarely in the face and the tears started stinging in my eyes at that particular jiffy..
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“What!” I screeched towards my uncle. My classmates were equally shocked and the entire classroom was deadly silent, one could hear a pin drop. In no time at all, I dashed to my uncle's car and thronged to the hospital. Halfway to the hospital, I kept asking my uncle " How could this happen?" " I did not know what is actually going on, I am in the dark just like you. But I was told by my friend said that she was involving in an accident" My uncle answered me.
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My heart was pounding fearfully in my chest en route to the hospital. After we stayed at the information counter within seconds, I dashed to the "A 11" room. When I finally reached to the A11 rom which is the patient's room. I swung open the door. I saw my mum lying on her dying bed. Putting the best foot forward, she mustered up every drop of strength left in her frame and murmured her very last words. Seeing the pathetic scene, tears started oozing from my eye, I ran towards my mum and sat beside her. I hugged my lovely mum tightly and whispered towards her.
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"Hornylance, mum will be gone away soon, you have to take care of yourself" mother whispered to me. He asked my uncle M.r Dillion if he could take care about me. "Mum, don't mention it, everything will be fined, you will be getting alright. Please! Mum please!" My mum did not cry even a tickle of tear in her eyes. at the same time, I realized that my mama actually did not want to show her feeling towards me as she didn't want me feel hurt.. I love you mum, I promise that I will never hurt you more, I will take care of myself.
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After a minutes or so whispering with my mum. Suddenly, my mum closed up her eyelids and a tricke of tears rolled down to her cheek restlessly. I shouted and cried bitterly. "Mum please don't leave me behind, please for heaven sake, please.... I hugged my mum tightly, not knowing what else to do.
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The feeling of sheer horror swept thrught my entire frame. My mouth was stuck open and hanging half open in an "O" shaped. With my jaw dropped, darkness mercifully started to engulf me. Once again, I awoke with lights playing on my eyelids, one look at my uncle peering down at me. I continued crying and hugged my uncle strongly.
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This is an incident that turned me out to be a sorrowful incident in my 17-year life. Since that tragic moment, I could not carry out my routine as usual days. I aslo started debating with myself as to whether I should "go" with my lovely mama. So this was an incident that I would like to forget it....
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